One year of complete happiness <3 (Taken with instagram)
You say that everything’s okay,
But is everything really okay?
I don’t think that everything’s okay
You stare at me like I don’t care
I just don’t want to fall asleep to another nightmare
—I see stars-Project wakeup
I can’t get over this
It happened I thought it was over but knowing that there’s still some kind of contact between you it hurts me in a way I can’t describe I know I can’t tell you to stop I can’t even ask you but honestly I can’t take it
Falling into the same rut EVERY FUCKING TIME, I seriously get so sick of myself it hurts the people I love most but I can’t help it it’s the way I’ve been my entire life I finally get on a good path and then I do something to fuck everything up, drugs, alcohol, or even just falling off the planet to everyone I truly care about but it always fucking happens I don’t want my pills again because all they do is give me a false hope that things get better when the truth in black and fucking white is they done things never get better I might confuse myself and believe that I can do this but I can’t I can’t do anything about this so if this is the way I’m going to be I’m going to send this as an emergency message to anyone who cares about me, stop don’t get yourself hurt over me I’m not worth anything
Taken with instagram
Her smile makes me happy :) (Taken with instagram)


